yaya, prom night ended, i didnt take any photos because i didnt bring a camera and my phone battery is DYING because every one is calling and sms to me when i am stuck in the traffic jam on the way to york hotel and my phone battery drop to the last one.. oh god. dont care.. but i took some photos using shi hui's camera, maybe she will send to me and i will post it here.. ok, the prom looks normal. cause i think its normal. but i dont like te dishes.. especially shark fins.... i got to admit some thing is that, i am some how, erm, dont like shark fin. this is due to the chef's power.. haha.. cause if the chef's power is high, the shark fin he or she made, will not let me feel digusted... i didnt find one currently, but i know that i will not feel disgusted when the shark fin is up to my standard, you see, i am not some one who eat food because i wanna fill my stomach or just because it is nice... further more, the other dishes also some one torture me because i am really picky in food.. thats why every dinner my mum cook is like eating rubbish, especially when i dont feel the mummy love in it cause i seriously dont treat her as my mum.. well, you can't blame me, she started first, if you are interested to know what really happen between me and my mum, then continue to read.. if you are not, never mind, i am not some one who forces any body to do some thing they dont like....

about 2 years ago, when i am in sec 2, i am having the year end holiday, and i some how, cut my right leg (behind the ankle) and i was sent to the hospital.. ok, i admit that i was too careless (it wasnt like me) and no one is in the house. but seriously, for any one that cut himself/herself in the house, bleeding profusely and no one else is there to help you and you dont know any thing about first aid and you cant see blood, then you will have fainted. but to be serious, may be i am a weird person with weird thinking and weird taste, i am not afraid... some more i even look for glass inside my leg.. to check that nothing is stuck inside and every thing is intact except for the skin.... T.T it wasnt pain in the first place... but after the operation, it was PAINFUL... then my mum and dad was so stupid that the bring me to the clinic... lol... how could they... send me to the hospital mah... hai yo... the doctor some more have to write a letter for my dad to bring it to the doctor in hospital... then i was like, wasting time there.... then after that the doctor in A&E say need to operate and stitch... i was like, 'ok lor, i anything de' haha... further more, because i cut the glass like karate or akkido, so they think my bones will crack... so they send me for X-RAY... haha.. so funny.. then they some more look for bone specialist and skin specialist and then i was like, famous in the hospital because no one has every break a glass cup and hurt the back part of the leg like i have done... -_-'' i know, the doctors find it unbelievable also.... -_-''' ok, main part coming.. then after that i was send home and my mum, don't know i should say here kaypo or what, she change my favourite cup into some hospital specialised cup for old people because it is made of plastic... what the hell.. some more she throw my favourite cup away instead of keeping it.. and she say because its made of glass.. oh god, the cup is so thick, you drop from table also wont break (cause my mum did that b4) and she gave me such a reason... further more, she didnt even discuss with me or ask me... i hate people touching my stuff without asking me especially its my favourite things... of course, i got very very angry.... and i confront her, you know, mums are suppose to be gentle.. but she like ganster like that, holding the broom and say wanna hit me with it.. then say she got no such a daughter.. so??? i dont wish to have such a mum either. who wants a mum like this? she didnt treat me well since i was young, and i didnt rebel because i am too stupid. but now? if she dare to touch me, I WILL KILL HER WITH A CHOPPER AND I WILL CHOP HER INTO PIECES AND BURN IT. THE ASHES WILL BE DISPOSE BY A UNIQUE WAY THAT I CAN'T TELL YOU. you must be thinking : nah, you wont do it, you wont have the guts to do it, but i will reply you : i said before i am not normal, further more, she keep torture me since i am young, to her, i only have hateness. nothing else, i said before, i will kill her one day when she really makes me evil.

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