hai.. i really no strength le.. there is something i need to aim.. but, there is no power supporting me.. 1st i lost power of mummy care.. now, i know i also lost power of daddy care.. every day at home like war.. barney dont like my things she any how stuff and dont care whether i like it or not, its my problem and whats more its not concerned about here and she thinks my things is not important.. and there, she stuff my thing into the cupboard and the cloth got the smell of the.. the ball ball thing which keeps your cupboard nice.. i dont know what is that.. then, i took the cloth and stomp to my dad, saying what things she did.. at that moment i was only angry, then my dad smell it and took it like nothing happened when obviously, i am fuming with fire. do you know how angry i was? i feeling like stabbing them, cut off their limbs, eat them or throw them down from the 14 floor.. it was like they do untill like i am not their daughter.. felt so unfair.. people onlt child i also only child, why i am so sway version one? tell him to go partner's day he dont want.. saying boring and he need to work and he cant take leave.. HA HA HA,, very funny hor.. cannot take leave hor.. i go die lah, then see you wanna take leave for my funeral anot.. another person that dont treasure.. only child also dont know how to dote.. its very obvious that i am taking 'O' lvl.. and i need support before i can do other things.. but why cant they do some thing? just a 'jia you' or what ever will do harm? then i kanna bully by barney he also dont wanna help me for once? is it so difficuly? he rather sit infront of the tv and laugh at the tv.. he rather laugh at some thing plastic.. do you want me to provide you rubber anot?
i really felt lik orphan.. even i got a shelter a rom, it wasnt this kind of live i want.. i want some one who will be able to communicate with me to live me.. what for you live with some one, whom you know is related to and she doesnt treat you like a daughter and she looks at you with hate like i kill her husband or what ever.
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